partying

I have been goin out a lot lately. Partying was one of those things that I only used to do everyone in awhile but it seems like now that ima senior I just wanna enjoy my young life lol. So I go out with my home girl Natalie to parties nd they don't always be fun but they be okay enough that I have fun. Its fun to get "extra sexy fresh" lol something I just started saying. But yea its fun to shower, get dressed nd ready at like 5 or 6 to go out nd party until midnight or alil later. My mom hasn't been givin me a curfew lately since I'll be 18 in like 3 weeks!! That's coo with me. But yea that's it for this post.

harry fuckin williams

ma jus turned exboyfriend. Fuck that nigga mayne.
Exactly why I dnt fuck with young boys. Playin childish games. Over myspace nd shit like that. So fuckin pissed off so its xmas eve nd I'm single again.fuckin wack nigga talkin shit callin me a bitch nd shit like that. Imaa get ma homie to fuck. His ass up play no games I kno some thugs that will whoop ass whenever I need! Its all gud

christmas!

Okay so even though its only christmas eve I already got my presents! We just needed some happiness in the house so my mom let us open our gifts earlier. So I got a new motorola cliq! Hell fuckin yea mayne this phone is the shit I'm freakin writin this from the phone lol hellz yea tooo happy!


i wanted a g1 but this is even better!!

Photo Shoot#2

To my Babe<3

These feelings that I feel seem to be getting stronger

So strong I don't kno if I can hold them any longer

My heart aches with the thought of no more us

With a hug and a kiss I give you my trust

I let down my brick wall to let you in

and with the way I've been hurt in the past
I'm not sure if i should again

But the way I light up when you call

Just shows me that you'll be there to pick me up if I fall

I haven't shared with you all the feelings of my past

Because I have fear that if I do this relationship won't last

A kiss from you is like a sign from up above

A sign that I should stop being scared and just give you all my love

But I can't

Not yet

Because I need you to see that I'm not like every other girl you've known

I need you to see that I'm worth waiting for

And with waiting it just shows how fast your feelings for me will have grown

Don't worry because I promise no matter where you are

no matter how far

I'll be there

To show you the way when your lost

To help take care of you no matter how much it costs

I got your back

Just like you got mine

And I'm not sayin right now

But later on in life I promise to love you

in and out

in and out

in and out of time!

- Chauntill aka Tilly Babii

umm idk Update!

So sorry I've been away lately, haven't really felt like writing much because i've been doin alot of writing for essays nd shit like that at skool.

But yea its finally december! and that means the years almost over THANK GOD!

Today there having the memorial for my grandma nd we're gonna see it through Skype so i'm not really happy for that.

Other then that nothings been going on! almost got arrested lol long story dont really feel like telling right now lol

Boyfriend came to see me yesterday!! i wasn't expecting him to come cuz i hadn't talked to him for a few days.

I think i could really see myself falling in love with him :D so thats a good thing!

I have really been thinking alot about the future and stuff like that lately because I'll be 18 next month, I'll be graduating soon, and I'll be outta the whole kiddy life into grown up stuff you kno? so I've been checking into school and stuff like that for after high school. A guy came to present to my class about Everest college and i requested more information about it so thats a big deal. I'm an entreprenuer so ofcourse i wanna go for business then i might transfer over to a University but who knows i'm just really thinking that i need to do more looking into stuff like that so i can just get set for after high school.

My stupid ass Sidekick id finally broke nd it wasnt my fault! the screen just went white so im stuck using this wack ass old phone until i get my g1 or tilt! idk if that will be anytime soon because i spent some of my money on xmas presents for my brother and i still need to get presents for my momma, charnay, chalamar, and my boyfriend. i might get something for the baby too. but since i still unemployed i need a way to make money. i'll find a way i just kno it.

I've been singin alot lately and im really thinkin about recording some videos and putting them on youtube and myspace.

I need a quick way to make some money!!! Help?

There's a hole in my heart! Rest In Peace

Okay so over the summer we found out my maternal Grandmother Mohassin Hammed had colin-rectal cancer. The rest of that month was filled with tears. She was in the hospital for months then finally got out and got moved to a nursing home.

Sadly yesterday November 23,2009 she lost her battle with cancer and died at the age of 70. The way that I found out was the hardest of them all. My aunt called and I didn't hear the phone ring so when I came out the bathroom I heard the message on the answering machine saying she was gone.

My heart sank in my chest nd fell in my stomach nd I almost through up. I couldn't believe it. I'm still in shock though, I haven't seen her in 2 years and only got to tell her I loved her over the phone but I know she knew I did. I kind of figured it was coming soon because she had been feeling worse and losing a lot of weight. I felt sooooooooo bad for not having a chance to say good bye because when my mom talked to her on online Skype last week I didn't come home when I was supposed to. I cried pretty much all yesterday nd only once 2day so I'm making progress.

If she didn't come visit us in 2001 when my brother was born then I wouldn't have had another blanket. She's made me 3 blankets cuz she knew its my comfort thing something that connects me with her and home no matter where I'm at. So I thank her for that.

She taught me so much and I will never forget it. I LOVE YOU Grandmother and I promise to make you proud! Nd to all my family keep your head up.

Thanks to all my friends who have been with me in this my most important time of need. Thank you and I love you, Natalie, Micah, Ashley, Tyrone, Lashauna and more thank yal.

2009 has been a terrible year and oh god I can't wait for it to be over!

Soon I will be gettin my first tattoo nd now I officially kno what it will be. Angel wings and my grandma's name because now she's my guardian angel watchin over me.

R.I.P Grandmother!

Lately

Okay so I kno I haven't posted in ALONG time but A LOT has happend since I last posted. I'm still in my relationship with Harry but I feel like its kinda startin to dwindle down to nothing because there's little to no communication. I haven't talked to him in 2 days nd since his Dad's a asswhole when I call he'll hurry up and say he's not there and then hangup the phone before I can say to have Harry call me so idk what to do.

Micah Moved Back! Yay right?
I've been waiting for her to move back since forever and she finally did. We've hung out prolly 3 or 4 times since she came back so yea expect to here more about her.

Ashley moved back. Haven't seen her yet, but we stopped arguing and are talking more and more.

Me nd Natalie have been talking more nd gettin back close again! Totally a good thing lol. We went to Josh's 18 birthday party on Saturday nd man I gotta tell you that shit was crackin!! Niggas had me holdin up the wall and I was workin some ppl till they thought somethim would fall off hahaha it was A LOT of fun. So ima start bein a party girl lol as soon as I get back to myself.

Cartman Singing PokerFace by Lady Gaga

this is funny!

Halloween/Homecoming Dance!

Okay so last Saturday was Halloween and it was also the Homecoming dance for my school! I went with my Booski Harry nd here are some goofy lookin and some cute pictures of us that my momma took before we left!





he needs some practice in the smiling department lol but you guys kno boys gotta look all thuggish in pictures lol either that or serious but yea there they are!

Paranormal Activity

Okay so I finally saw the movie and I only watched it because I wanted to see what all the hype was about. I was watching Maury and they talked about it, I watched Tyra and they talked about it and to be honest I'm not really sure if I believe in ghost or whatever but I wanted to know why everybody was calling it "one of the scariest movies ever".

So I watched it with my Momma nd sister Charnay and I have to tell you guys that me and my family don't fall for shit that easy we are very critical of a lot of things so the whole time all the "scary stuff" was going on we were like "there coulda been people in the house making foot steps nd banging on the wall". So we just weren't believing it.

There was exactly 1 parts in the movie that freaked me out the first time I saw it nd that was because the beginning was so boring I stopped paying attention then it was lyk somebody walkin up the stairs lyk hearing foot steps then running foot steps then the door slammed and there was banging on the wall lol the only reason I was freaked out for 2 mesely seconds was because I stopped payin attention then when I looked again all that was happening lol but that was about it. But yea honestly they coulda did a better job with the story line and plot because in the beginning it was just the guy with a video camera and wasn't really understanding why they were filming so they shoulda worked on that.

Then the guy(Micah S) was jus shouting out random obssenities (or how ever you spell that) for no reason at all like when something banged on the wall he would yell out "Fuck" in a really nerdy voice lmao it was funny. And the girl(Katie F) she was gettin on my nervous the whole movie because she was just whining all the time like damn bitch shut up! I kno it was her character but she did a good job of annoying me lol!

On some real shit though the movie is (Wack, Crap, Shit, Boring, Dumb, Stupid, and a HUGE waste of money!) I don't wanna sound like a hater but it was just not a good movie and I kno how it feels to waste your money on something that you didn't like so Don't go see this movie! It is Garbage! I have no idea why its making so much money but I'm telling you Don't Waste Your Money or your prescious time go watch something better! That's about it for my movie review on "Paranormal Activity"!

Bye!
Tilly Babii<3

Bitches Be Trippin

Wow okay so for along time I've been kinda trippin cuz I've been single for 11 months right?? So I finally start talkin to this guy and we're gettin kinda serious(not love serious but I think he's gonna be my new boyfriend serious).

So in this time of being single I've always had my friends to talk to about any and everything and to fill the void of nothing being in a relationship. So I finally start to get in one and pretty much all my friends(the super close ones atleast) I haven't talked to them in along time.

It feels like I needed them all that time I was single, and I still need them now and its like they're not even there for me anymore.

I finally get what I wanted (a boyfriend or a guy with boyfriend material)(we're not official yet). But yea I get what I wanted but feel like I'm slowly losing my friends.

I don't wanna be one of those girls who doesn't have any friends just has her boyfriend, cuz once her and the guy break up she's alone. I wanna have my friends and boyfriend.

I know how to balance the 2 I just wish I knew why my friends were giving off these vibes and stopped reaching out??

I can never have it all its pure bullshit if you ask me!!

I'm not one of those girls who just quit talkin to they friends because a new guy is in my life I'm not that way at all nd I won't become that way either cuz I think its dumb.

I mean its whatever if females wanna start actin like they can't be my friend cuz I got a a dude. Whatever I don't even care nomore.

I'm happy tho. I finally have a boy in my life that wants to spend time gettin to kno me and jus hangin out!!
I finally saved the money to get my phone!! Yay G1 I'm comin soon to get you babii<3 lol
Nd I might have a job coming soon so my life jus keeps gettin better! Micah's finally movin back! Me nd Natalie are gettin closer again, things are gettin easier nd I'll be the happiest person if I could top it off with a job nd some money!
I went to Homecoming on Halloween so I'll post pictures in the next blog! But for now ima go eat! See ya

Tilly Babii<3

My Christmas List!

*G1!!!
*Games for my ps2
*pineapple express
*the 40 year old virgin
*Laptop
*itunes card
*vans
*all the books below
4.Rules for life: Darlene Ryan
5.Total Constant Order: Crissa-Jean Chappell
1.Boy of My dreams: Dyan Sheldon
3.Aimee: Mary Beth Miller
2.Cures for heartbreak: Margo Rabb
~~~books that I loved! I definately want to read again. I want to own them!

My First Date<3

My First Date!
Wow so it might sound funny to have boyfriends nd still never go on your first date right? Well yes I'm no longer a date virgin lmao(meaning I finally went on my first date!) I'm still a sex virgin tho so don't confuse the 2 lol. I went on my very 1st date on October 24th, 2009 when I was 17! Lol

So I hadn't planned on doing anything yesterday just laying around, it was pretty much a lazy day until about 5 when Harry(finally telling you his name lol) called me nd told me that he had the money and we could go out either 2day or 2morro, so I said I jus wanted to stay home nd we'd just go out on Sunday. He said that was coo nd we hung up. So he called back lyk 5 minutes later and asked if I wanted to go to Fear Farm(the haunted house) I said yea then started gettin ready. He called back and plans changed cuz we couldn't get the $10 passes to get in so we were gonna go to gameworks instead. I agreed and finished gettin ready. So he came to pick me up. Nd I wasn't done yet I was washing my face lol so he was waiting in the living room when I went to put my stuff away nd he was wearing a white tee and blue jeans, he copied me cuz I was wearing a white tube top and dark blue jeans lol so my sister was lyk "did you guys plan on matching?" we said naw nd I was lyk " he copied me" lol so I was finally ready nd we were walking out the door and you kno parents have to say something before we leave so my mom was lyk "do you have your key?" I said yes she's lyk "your id?" I said yes nd then she said "okay well your curfew is 1am" I said okay and we left.

In the car I met his sister and her boyfriend they were cool.
We went to gameworks and played games for lyk a hour and a half then we had to hurry and make it to the movies because it was about to start when we got there.

We went to see "The Stepfather". He bought me a large icee
:-D I love those lol nd some popcorn then we went to get some popcorn seasoning nd he spilled it on his pants lmao. We barely made it to the movies cuz when we got in the theatre it was comin on lol so we found out seats next to these people who were layin all over eachother takin up lyk 4 seats lol. We watched the movie nd I was gettin kinda mad cuz the bad guy was gettin away with everything nd nobody was catching on lol.


But yea when that was over we went back to gameworks and met back up with his sister and her boyfriend. They was about to leave to go get some food. So we went back in gameworks and played for lyk another hour and a half to 2 hours then we ran outta money lol and went outside to wait for them to come back. They came back and brought us some food we ate then went to the store and the guys went in and got beer for them and sprite for me! (Cuz I'm still a good girl!) then they took me home!

Fun night?!?! I'd have to say HELLS YEA! I had a really good time. Harry might even be next booski/boyfriend material you never kno! But not thinkin too far ahead of myself lol jus stating the fact that I'm actually starting to like him, like him like him not jus friend like him you kno? So um yea that was my first date. And it is a night to remember lol nd if I forget I'll always have this blog as a reminder lol.

--tilly babii <3

Random Fun Facts about ME!

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**UPDATE**

Baby don't worry, you are my only, you won't be lonely, even if the sky is fallin down, you'll be my only no need to worry baby are you down down down down down?? -never heard anything of this nature from anybody I've ever dated. Wtf is up??
Jay Sean Ft Lil Wayne
cute song i like it



Went to a party the other night nd it wasn't all that but I guess you could say I had fun because of who I was at the party with(I'm not gonna give him a name just yet, if it goes further then it is now then I'll write about him nd tell you who he is nd all that). But yea so far he was cool nd he has magic fingers lol except for when he went for my "secret place" complete turn off. Thigh rubbing is one thing but tryin to grope me in a car with old people in it? Eww lol
-One thing that bothered me about the guy I went to the party with is he left me downstairs while he went nd smoked(mind you I was at a party full of his friends people I didn't kno at all) so that bothered me because I was jus sitting there lyk ugh when is he coming back? Then when he came back his eyes were turning red and he was acting kinda weird. He told me he didn't remember much about the party and I was lyk "is it because you were so high?" nd he was lyk "yea I was fucked up" that's not cute to me. So I told him that he can't smoke that when he brings me places with him because I can't feel safe with him if he's all high outta his mind you kno? So yea that's that.

*He asked me to homecoming and I said yes, not really worried about being in the market for a boyfriend-since I've been single for almost a whole year so if it happens it happens.

-*Now on to FRIENDS.
Idk if its jus me but it seems lyk everybody's wearing brick walls around their chests lyk bullet-proof vests? They let me in enough to ask me about their crazy life problems but keep me out enough so that I feel a arms length distance away. Maybe I being paranoid or maybe I'm not but EVERYONE is acting like I have the biggest mouth in the world when I barely talk to people, like I can't keep a secret when I have so many secrets I can't tell you how many secrets I have kept throughout all my failed friendships I still hold their secrets deep in my soul nd I'll take them to the grave and why? Because ima good friend and because I want people to treat me the same. So I don't see the reason why people act weird with me? I'm the bestfriend you could possibly have. Or atleast I think so.



How life is gonna be from now on..
Go to school jus the same as everyday.
Get out early like I do everyday.


Keep talking to my 2 "bestfriends" and my brother frm another mother.

**I don't give up easily on friendships but if I feel lyk you/they just keep tryn so hard to push me away then I'll jus do the rest for you cuz I don't wanna waste my time on someone who doesn't love me like I love them or just won't let me in.

Anyways back to "how lifes gonna be.."
If things work out lyk I want them to then hopefully be working soon! Yay

Apply for colleges and get that outta the way.

Learn to drive lol that's something I've been puttin off forever.

Nd start gettin more publicity for my t-shirt line!
I think that's about it for my "how life's gonna be segment lol"


But to the people who are my friends or associates who want to become actually "friends" one thing to kno about me is that (I'm pretty much a open book, I have no problem at all talkin about a lot of things so don't be afraid to randomly talk to me about things.

And another thing is I don't do 1 sided relationships if I feel lyk your not givin 50% like I am then that's when I through in a towel nd forget about the whole situation nd if you don't want that then you better work damn hard to keep reachin lol

And one last thing is I put up a brick wall in the beginning just like everybody else but once I'm comfortable I take it down so if you get the comfort vibe from me then don't keep holding yours up, its never an intention of mine to hurt people so once I'm comfortable then I wanna make sure that we can talk about anything nd that's within reason(if you have a touchy subject then that's fine nd I'll respect your wishes not to talk about it) I give all I can as a friend I just want some of it back.


I think that's about it.

cell phone dreams!

Okay so ever since I can rememeber all I wanted was a sidekick, because they were so cool to me lol you can text call, IM, email and browse the internet without a computer sounded like the best thing ever. So for years I tried to save and save and save but the year I was supposed to get it my savings came up about a 100 dollars short so I got this phone instead.. http://img.engadget.com/common/images/3060000000058412.JPG?0.774929284318158 its called the "virgin mobile switch_back and I love it. I was sooo happy because it was the first camera phone that I had and it cost lyk 80 something dollars that I had save all by myself lol keep in mind I was 14 and couldn't work yet so I worked hard to save that money lol. After I had that phone for about a year my mom told me she'd finally let me get on her t-mobile plan with her so I got to finally get my sidekick! I was sooo happy lol the happiness lasted for a few months until it broke the first time, then the 2nd time then the the 3rd lol and don't get me wrong I still love it because I wrote most of my blog posts on my sidekick and emailed them to my gmail copy and pasted them lol its more easy that way. I got the sidekick id and it was the best thing ever for that time lol. but now its time for an upgrade because this sidekick gives me so many problems, i have to be careful when i open the screen because if i do it too hard or too fast it will turn off and have to wait about 15minutes before my contacts, bookmarks, notes, emails, and pictures to come back and it bothers me! now t-mobiles whole sidekick system is acting crazy if you turned off your phone then you lost everything and it wont come back so thats like 3 blog posts that i lost and wont get back :( all in my notes, some of my contacts were lost but some of the important ones are on my sim card. pictures gone and that was a good 200 or so pictures that i have in other places but thats not the point its the point that i'm sick and tired of having problems wit this phone, this one that i have now was replaced in january so i havent even had it for a year but im eligiable for an upgrade so if my mom lets me then this is the phone that i'm gettin: yup thats right The T-mobile G1! I have read many good things about this phone because (i'm kinda a tech geek, i love electronics, and cell phones and things like that) whenever I'm shopping for a new phone I read reviews on them to see if theyre mostly bad or good, I watch videos on them explaining how they work and things like that and I even try to find them in stores and I've played with the G1 at the t-mobile store multiple times and it officially has my vote! I was at walmart the other day with my family lookin in the electronic section(which is my favorite place in walmart) and I noticed that the price for the G1 went down, so for a new 2 year service agreement or upgrade of a new 2 year contract I can get the phone for $98.99 my eyes lit up like a kid whose parents jus gave them a new toy or $20 dollars lol.. I don't have a job right now so making money is one of my main things I'm always lookin for a way to make some, and my mom gave me some the other day so I've been saving lol I'm still about $50 dollars away but I should get that soon, all I need to do is convince my mom to upgrade(because its under her name) but yea I need to convince her to upgrade cuz without her permission they wont do it. She's had her same little nokia phone for almost 5 years because its never had any problems but I think its time for a new one for her too and the guy at the T-mobile store said they can give us both good prices for phones, I'm gettin mine from walmart cuz its the cheapest there but she could get a nice phone too. I hope I can convince her soon because I think I'll have all the money in about 2 weeks and I dont wanna keep waiting because I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT THIS PHONE, I WANT IT MORE THEN I WANTED MY SIDEKICK LIKE 2 YEARS AGO AND I'VE DONE ALL THE RESEARCH I NEED TO ON IT, AND I WANT IT, SO EVEN IF I DONT CONVINCE HER I'LL BE 18 IN 3 MONTHS THEN I CAN JUS GET ON MY OWN SERVICE PLAN LOL BUT I DONT WANNA WAIT THAT LONG I WANT IT BEFORE CHRISTMAS LOL SO I NEED TO KEEP TRYNA CONVINCE AND KEEP FINDING NEW WAYS TO GET PAID!!

THIS WILL BE MY PHONE! LOL

Photo Shoot

I was bored one day after skool so decided to take pictures because I was lookin sexy too..





oh yea and the pictures were bigger then this originally but blogspot wont show the whole picture if its too big so i had to shrink them so yal could see lol



















showin off my body lol










me loving the wall lol




funky chicken?


gettin down lol








Micah looked like she was in deep thought lol


caught her off guard again


Me nd Micah!


Again

BLOGZ

Okay mayne so when I'm bored nd don't feel lyk gettin on the computer I jus search random stuff when I'm on google or whatever nd I don't remember exactly how I came across this blog but wow I have to say I really lyk it, the lady who writes it jus keeps its so real and raw lyk wow, I think if your a fan of peoples own freakiness nd personal stuff then you should so read her blog!
Check it out! vivitri.wordpress.com

OMG!

Okay so sorry I've been away for awhile but its Friday so I'm back! Not much happend this week. Hahaha sike a whole bunch of stuff happend. Ima start with wit monday, awhole lotta boy drama that I'm not even gonna get into because I'm so tired of talking about it. Monday night Ashley called nd we talked for awhile then she asked what I was doing on tuesday and asked what time I got outta school and all that, then I told her nd she was like "you wanna hangout" and I was shocked at first like huh? hows that gonna work nd she told me that she was in queen creek(which is wayyy closer to tempe nd phx then it is to where she lives which is in show-low) so I was like yess ofcoarse I wanna hangout,(keep in mind that I hadn't seen her since august of 2007). So Tuesday at the mall she was in marshalls shopping so I decided to just walk until I got to the store then she called me nd was lyk "why are you walking you shoulda just stayed where you were lol" so I stopped a little past the rain forrest cafe and sat outside one of the baby stores and she called when she was outside rain forrest, I could see her but she couldn't see me and it seemed surreal to see her in person again so when she got close she hung up then walked up and omg I swear I wanted to cry lol it was her, my bestfriend, the one I spent all my days with for the summer before my vacation, the girl I talked to about anything and everything, the one who I stayed up with listening to pretty ricky songs nd talking about random things, the one who left and I didn't hear from her for 2 whole years but this was her it wasn't a dream she was standing in front of me and all I could do was smile, I stood up and gave her a hug and she still looked the same lol nobody has any idea how much I cried after she left she was pretty much the only friend I really trusted at the time, and it was like she just vanished outta thin air so I was sad, and you know how people us that expression "you look like you just lost your bestfriend" somebody said that to me and I couldn't help but cry because I did.

-Back to the reunion. We started walking back to where her mom cousin and niece were, and I had never met her mom before but I'd heard such bad things about her so I was a little nervous about meeting her but she was nice from what I saw. Her cousin was cool and paid for me to go to the movies, we went to see "Jennifer's Body" I actually liked the movie, at first I was lost as to why Jennifer was the way she was until they explained it then I was like ohhhh okay I get it lol. The movie was good I won't say too much about it just incase someone reading wants to go see it for themselves so yea lol. I think Ashley was kinda weirded out by how I was looking at her, because I was staring at her, not glancing or just looking I was staring and I'd hit her arm, or pinch her or punch her to make sure it was real lol and it was. I've had plenty of bestfriends since I've been in high school but I have to say Ashley is the 1st one because we became friends out freshman year. Our night didn't end as well as we wanted it to but she know's I love her and I want to stay her friend I just don't like to argue and that's why sometimes I don't talk when I'm mad, sometimes I tend to bottle things up and that's not so good because when I explode its not a pretty sight but I'm working on it lol. She's back in my life and I'm soooooooooooooooooo happy! but I do have to say this one thing because she's not my only bestfriend she's my longest but not my only. Just because Ashley's back in my life I don't want people to think that I'm just gonna push them outta the picture because that won't happen unless your just somebody I decide to cut out lol. I love my bestfriend like family and these are the ones who are gonna be my "best friends forever" lol and those 2 girls are Ashley More and Micah Guajardo, now they might not be friends with each other but they're both my bestfriend and I love them! I Love you guys! I forgot my camera when I hungout with Ashley so we didn't get to take pictures :( but here's one we took in freshman english lol old pic but I love it lol
Its funny how much we all change as time goes by. I'm way more mature and less emotional then I was 2 years ago when I was 15. When it comes to people leaving outta my life I still feel sad if it was unexpected but if I cut them out then I don't feel sad lol. I always wanted to have a group of bestfriends like on "girlfriends" or "sex and the city" I have 2 bestfriend but number 1 they both live super far from tempe both live 5 hours away in 2 different directions. I just wish I could go visit Micah in bullhead for a week cause I miss her lol. And I wish I could go to showlow and visit Ashley for a whole week because they live so far and I miss having someone to hangout with :( my life is boring lol but when they move back down hopefully I'll feel better lol I love you guys again!

1 Week of Summer Fun with Micah!

Okay so I wrote this along time ago but I finally decided to put it on here. The reason why I became a text-a-holic was because of Micah. Our summer's were okay but not all that so when we got to spend awhole week jus hanging out it was sooo much fun. Day number 1 at the mall, sitting by the ice cream place talking about random things, walking around, running into john, walking around somemore, sitting and talking, getting ice cream sitting more, gettin strawberry limonade, seeing john again sitting more then leaving, waiting at the bus stop, gettin on the bus, riding on the bus, gettin off the bus, walking to the park, sitting in the hot talking to kaycee while her friends act weird by not sayin anything, blah blah boring sit at the park in the hot lol, leaving there, walking to my house, finally there ugh it was hot, sittin in the hot house, my feet were hurting so I didn't really wanna walk, went to look outside and AAAAAHHHHHH the ice cream truck broke down infront of my house yay! lol i go outside and buy two bullets come back inside soak my feet because i got blisters from walking around all day in vans not sucha good idea. Watching daisy of love talking about it, watching random music videos mostly micheal jackson ones because he had died like the day before, gun fight with my lil brother Micah almost got shot lol, watchin secret life, eating hotpockets, chillin watching runs house, talking girl talk in my room, more talk and more, finally layin down to try and watch "the lake house" that didn't work out too long because we went to sleep. it was hard to sleep because number 1 you have a whole other body laying not even 2 inches from you then my room is jus naturally hot so it was roastin pluse i had mr. brown bear in the bed with us and idk when but he ended up on the couch when we woke up lol.

Day #2 wake up at 10am call mom and tell her were going swimming at kaycee's house. leave like 11am walk from my house to the mall, then throught the mall and out the mall and to joels house, sit there 4 lyk 20 mins while Micah gets her swimming suit, then to Quicktrip get something to drink,then off to the bus stop to sit for what seemed like forever lol in the heat, then the bus came and we rode it for what also seemed like forever lol then off the bus and walk sooooo long it seemed like the longest walk i've ever taken lol, finally get there and who's there with kaycee? some weird guys smokin weed with her ugh so they came in the room and blocked all the air then me nd Micah decided to go to the living room n lay in there and while we were gone they tried to jack me but they did jack Micah's 20 dollars smart us for leaving our purses in a room full of weed smokin guys who i didnt kno, it wasnt smart but it happend :/ you live you learn lol. After all that we actually did go swimming which was okay it wasnt all that but better then stayin at home all day. After swimming we went back to kaycee's house, and chilled and talked while they ate and i just sat there lol, got dressed me nd Micah left and went back to the mall again lol chilled talked walked around, i dnt remember if we saw john again lol then left she went back to her aunts house and i went home.

Day#3
Micah's 17th b-day. I got up and chilled until like 2pm then I was off to the mall again to meet micah, when I got there she was with her other friend Kitara we walked her to the bus stop and sat with her until she left.
Went back in the mall walked around, sat and talked and did that for some hours saw john she hugged him then we left i walked her halfway to her aunts house then said bye.

Day#4
off to the mall again lol we spent pretty much the whole week at the mall, anywho so we sat and talked, chilled and walked, saw john a few times lol then saw her most recent ex, went on a mission to find him because she saw him and i didnt lol, so we found him in the food court after walking around the whole mall lol and he saw her didnt say anything and left wow pretty awkward right? you'd think but not really lol, she started feeling like pissed off so we left the mall and went to her aunts house and sat around for like a hour or 2 i was gettin kinda sleepy cuz i was soo comfortable lol, her dad came back to her aunts house gave her money and drove us back to the mall we bout movie tickets and walked around until it was time to go get seats, saw john a few times, then actually stopped and talked to him and since i respect the bestfriend code i wont tell you what happend next i'll just say that they kinda rekindled there love from that little "talk" they had while my back was turned lol. so mm then we went to the movie and watched "up" and it was sucha cute movie we had funn, we thought this was gonna be our last day of hangin out because she was supposed to go home the next day, so they dropped me off at home and we hugged bye.

Day#5
the plan was that they were leaving in the late afternoon like 4 or 5 so we wanted to hangout before that. i went over her aunts house and we just sat around nd talked some but after like a hour nd a half i had to leave cuz i had to go to this interview, so we went to quicktrip got drinks then i went to the mall to wait at the bus stop, by the time i got home i was already about to be late gettin to my interview so ofcoarse my mom was yelling at me, but i ended up gettin there lyk 1 minute b4 i was late, so i was there 4 like a hour then i went back home and chilled, thennn, i found out that Micah wasnt leaving as early as I thought so she asked her dad to take us to tempe market place, so they came nd picked me up, nd we went, walked around then sat for awhile, and then it started raining, not soo good of a thing for a outside mall lol so we went to this pizza place and ate, after that, we walked around alil more then before we left we took pictures not all of them came out so well but i didnt care because it was us on the last few minutes of our week of funn. here are those pictures this one was shiney lol i had to edit out the fat guy behind her tho lol this one is both of us the light was superr bright
lol micah again outside
ugh my face looks crazy in this pic lol but it was funn. so after taking pics her dad called nd he was outside ready to pick us up nd they took me home, this time me nd micah actually needed to hug goodbye lol cuz she was going back home tomorrow. This had to be the most funn week of my summer. and right after it is when i discovered that she was my best friend! I love you Micah