Tuesday, December 29, 2009

partying

I have been goin out a lot lately. Partying was one of those things that I only used to do everyone in awhile but it seems like now that ima senior I just wanna enjoy my young life lol. So I go out with my home girl Natalie to parties nd they don't always be fun but they be okay enough that I have fun. Its fun to get "extra sexy fresh" lol something I just started saying. But yea its fun to shower, get dressed nd ready at like 5 or 6 to go out nd party until midnight or alil later. My mom hasn't been givin me a curfew lately since I'll be 18 in like 3 weeks!! That's coo with me. But yea that's it for this post.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

harry fuckin williams

ma jus turned exboyfriend. Fuck that nigga mayne.
Exactly why I dnt fuck with young boys. Playin childish games. Over myspace nd shit like that. So fuckin pissed off so its xmas eve nd I'm single again.fuckin wack nigga talkin shit callin me a bitch nd shit like that. Imaa get ma homie to fuck. His ass up play no games I kno some thugs that will whoop ass whenever I need! Its all gud

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

christmas!

Okay so even though its only christmas eve I already got my presents! We just needed some happiness in the house so my mom let us open our gifts earlier. So I got a new motorola cliq! Hell fuckin yea mayne this phone is the shit I'm freakin writin this from the phone lol hellz yea tooo happy!

Photobucket
i wanted a g1 but this is even better!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Saturday, December 12, 2009

To my Babe<3

These feelings that I feel seem to be getting stronger

So strong I don't kno if I can hold them any longer

My heart aches with the thought of no more us

With a hug and a kiss I give you my trust

I let down my brick wall to let you in

and with the way I've been hurt in the past
I'm not sure if i should again

But the way I light up when you call

Just shows me that you'll be there to pick me up if I fall

I haven't shared with you all the feelings of my past

Because I have fear that if I do this relationship won't last

A kiss from you is like a sign from up above

A sign that I should stop being scared and just give you all my love

But I can't

Not yet

Because I need you to see that I'm not like every other girl you've known

I need you to see that I'm worth waiting for

And with waiting it just shows how fast your feelings for me will have grown

Don't worry because I promise no matter where you are

no matter how far

I'll be there

To show you the way when your lost

To help take care of you no matter how much it costs

I got your back

Just like you got mine

And I'm not sayin right now

But later on in life I promise to love you

in and out

in and out

in and out of time!

- Chauntill aka Tilly Babii

umm idk Update!

So sorry I've been away lately, haven't really felt like writing much because i've been doin alot of writing for essays nd shit like that at skool.

But yea its finally december! and that means the years almost over THANK GOD!

Today there having the memorial for my grandma nd we're gonna see it through Skype so i'm not really happy for that.

Other then that nothings been going on! almost got arrested lol long story dont really feel like telling right now lol

Boyfriend came to see me yesterday!! i wasn't expecting him to come cuz i hadn't talked to him for a few days.

I think i could really see myself falling in love with him :D so thats a good thing!

I have really been thinking alot about the future and stuff like that lately because I'll be 18 next month, I'll be graduating soon, and I'll be outta the whole kiddy life into grown up stuff you kno? so I've been checking into school and stuff like that for after high school. A guy came to present to my class about Everest college and i requested more information about it so thats a big deal. I'm an entreprenuer so ofcourse i wanna go for business then i might transfer over to a University but who knows i'm just really thinking that i need to do more looking into stuff like that so i can just get set for after high school.

My stupid ass Sidekick id finally broke nd it wasnt my fault! the screen just went white so im stuck using this wack ass old phone until i get my g1 or tilt! idk if that will be anytime soon because i spent some of my money on xmas presents for my brother and i still need to get presents for my momma, charnay, chalamar, and my boyfriend. i might get something for the baby too. but since i still unemployed i need a way to make money. i'll find a way i just kno it.

I've been singin alot lately and im really thinkin about recording some videos and putting them on youtube and myspace.

I need a quick way to make some money!!! Help?