Wednesday, October 28, 2009

My Christmas List!

*G1!!!
*Games for my ps2
*pineapple express
*the 40 year old virgin
*Laptop
*itunes card
*vans
*all the books below
4.Rules for life: Darlene Ryan
5.Total Constant Order: Crissa-Jean Chappell
1.Boy of My dreams: Dyan Sheldon
3.Aimee: Mary Beth Miller
2.Cures for heartbreak: Margo Rabb
~~~books that I loved! I definately want to read again. I want to own them!

My First Date<3







My First Date!
Wow so it might sound funny to have boyfriends nd still never go on your first date right? Well yes I'm no longer a date virgin lmao(meaning I finally went on my first date!) I'm still a sex virgin tho so don't confuse the 2 lol. I went on my very 1st date on October 24th, 2009 when I was 17! Lol

So I hadn't planned on doing anything yesterday just laying around, it was pretty much a lazy day until about 5 when Harry(finally telling you his name lol) called me nd told me that he had the money and we could go out either 2day or 2morro, so I said I jus wanted to stay home nd we'd just go out on Sunday. He said that was coo nd we hung up. So he called back lyk 5 minutes later and asked if I wanted to go to Fear Farm(the haunted house) I said yea then started gettin ready. He called back and plans changed cuz we couldn't get the $10 passes to get in so we were gonna go to gameworks instead. I agreed and finished gettin ready. So he came to pick me up. Nd I wasn't done yet I was washing my face lol so he was waiting in the living room when I went to put my stuff away nd he was wearing a white tee and blue jeans, he copied me cuz I was wearing a white tube top and dark blue jeans lol so my sister was lyk "did you guys plan on matching?" we said naw nd I was lyk " he copied me" lol so I was finally ready nd we were walking out the door and you kno parents have to say something before we leave so my mom was lyk "do you have your key?" I said yes she's lyk "your id?" I said yes nd then she said "okay well your curfew is 1am" I said okay and we left.

In the car I met his sister and her boyfriend they were cool.
We went to gameworks and played games for lyk a hour and a half then we had to hurry and make it to the movies because it was about to start when we got there.

We went to see "The Stepfather". He bought me a large icee
:-D I love those lol nd some popcorn then we went to get some popcorn seasoning nd he spilled it on his pants lmao. We barely made it to the movies cuz when we got in the theatre it was comin on lol so we found out seats next to these people who were layin all over eachother takin up lyk 4 seats lol. We watched the movie nd I was gettin kinda mad cuz the bad guy was gettin away with everything nd nobody was catching on lol.


But yea when that was over we went back to gameworks and met back up with his sister and her boyfriend. They was about to leave to go get some food. So we went back in gameworks and played for lyk another hour and a half to 2 hours then we ran outta money lol and went outside to wait for them to come back. They came back and brought us some food we ate then went to the store and the guys went in and got beer for them and sprite for me! (Cuz I'm still a good girl!) then they took me home!

Fun night?!?! I'd have to say HELLS YEA! I had a really good time. Harry might even be next booski/boyfriend material you never kno! But not thinkin too far ahead of myself lol jus stating the fact that I'm actually starting to like him, like him like him not jus friend like him you kno? So um yea that was my first date. And it is a night to remember lol nd if I forget I'll always have this blog as a reminder lol.

--tilly babii <3

Random Fun Facts about ME!

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Thursday, October 22, 2009

**UPDATE**

Baby don't worry, you are my only, you won't be lonely, even if the sky is fallin down, you'll be my only no need to worry baby are you down down down down down?? -never heard anything of this nature from anybody I've ever dated. Wtf is up??
Jay Sean Ft Lil Wayne
cute song i like it



Went to a party the other night nd it wasn't all that but I guess you could say I had fun because of who I was at the party with(I'm not gonna give him a name just yet, if it goes further then it is now then I'll write about him nd tell you who he is nd all that). But yea so far he was cool nd he has magic fingers lol except for when he went for my "secret place" complete turn off. Thigh rubbing is one thing but tryin to grope me in a car with old people in it? Eww lol
-One thing that bothered me about the guy I went to the party with is he left me downstairs while he went nd smoked(mind you I was at a party full of his friends people I didn't kno at all) so that bothered me because I was jus sitting there lyk ugh when is he coming back? Then when he came back his eyes were turning red and he was acting kinda weird. He told me he didn't remember much about the party and I was lyk "is it because you were so high?" nd he was lyk "yea I was fucked up" that's not cute to me. So I told him that he can't smoke that when he brings me places with him because I can't feel safe with him if he's all high outta his mind you kno? So yea that's that.

*He asked me to homecoming and I said yes, not really worried about being in the market for a boyfriend-since I've been single for almost a whole year so if it happens it happens.

-*Now on to FRIENDS.
Idk if its jus me but it seems lyk everybody's wearing brick walls around their chests lyk bullet-proof vests? They let me in enough to ask me about their crazy life problems but keep me out enough so that I feel a arms length distance away. Maybe I being paranoid or maybe I'm not but EVERYONE is acting like I have the biggest mouth in the world when I barely talk to people, like I can't keep a secret when I have so many secrets I can't tell you how many secrets I have kept throughout all my failed friendships I still hold their secrets deep in my soul nd I'll take them to the grave and why? Because ima good friend and because I want people to treat me the same. So I don't see the reason why people act weird with me? I'm the bestfriend you could possibly have. Or atleast I think so.



How life is gonna be from now on..
Go to school jus the same as everyday.
Get out early like I do everyday.


Keep talking to my 2 "bestfriends" and my brother frm another mother.

**I don't give up easily on friendships but if I feel lyk you/they just keep tryn so hard to push me away then I'll jus do the rest for you cuz I don't wanna waste my time on someone who doesn't love me like I love them or just won't let me in.

Anyways back to "how lifes gonna be.."
If things work out lyk I want them to then hopefully be working soon! Yay

Apply for colleges and get that outta the way.

Learn to drive lol that's something I've been puttin off forever.

Nd start gettin more publicity for my t-shirt line!
I think that's about it for my "how life's gonna be segment lol"


But to the people who are my friends or associates who want to become actually "friends" one thing to kno about me is that (I'm pretty much a open book, I have no problem at all talkin about a lot of things so don't be afraid to randomly talk to me about things.

And another thing is I don't do 1 sided relationships if I feel lyk your not givin 50% like I am then that's when I through in a towel nd forget about the whole situation nd if you don't want that then you better work damn hard to keep reachin lol

And one last thing is I put up a brick wall in the beginning just like everybody else but once I'm comfortable I take it down so if you get the comfort vibe from me then don't keep holding yours up, its never an intention of mine to hurt people so once I'm comfortable then I wanna make sure that we can talk about anything nd that's within reason(if you have a touchy subject then that's fine nd I'll respect your wishes not to talk about it) I give all I can as a friend I just want some of it back.


I think that's about it.

Monday, October 5, 2009

cell phone dreams!

Okay so ever since I can rememeber all I wanted was a sidekick, because they were so cool to me lol you can text call, IM, email and browse the internet without a computer sounded like the best thing ever. So for years I tried to save and save and save but the year I was supposed to get it my savings came up about a 100 dollars short so I got this phone instead.. http://img.engadget.com/common/images/3060000000058412.JPG?0.774929284318158 its called the "virgin mobile switch_back and I love it. I was sooo happy because it was the first camera phone that I had and it cost lyk 80 something dollars that I had save all by myself lol keep in mind I was 14 and couldn't work yet so I worked hard to save that money lol. After I had that phone for about a year my mom told me she'd finally let me get on her t-mobile plan with her so I got to finally get my sidekick! I was sooo happy lol the happiness lasted for a few months until it broke the first time, then the 2nd time then the the 3rd lol and don't get me wrong I still love it because I wrote most of my blog posts on my sidekick and emailed them to my gmail copy and pasted them lol its more easy that way. I got the sidekick id and it was the best thing ever for that time lol. Photobucket but now its time for an upgrade because this sidekick gives me so many problems, i have to be careful when i open the screen because if i do it too hard or too fast it will turn off and have to wait about 15minutes before my contacts, bookmarks, notes, emails, and pictures to come back and it bothers me! now t-mobiles whole sidekick system is acting crazy if you turned off your phone then you lost everything and it wont come back so thats like 3 blog posts that i lost and wont get back :( all in my notes, some of my contacts were lost but some of the important ones are on my sim card. pictures gone and that was a good 200 or so pictures that i have in other places but thats not the point its the point that i'm sick and tired of having problems wit this phone, this one that i have now was replaced in january so i havent even had it for a year but im eligiable for an upgrade so if my mom lets me then this is the phone that i'm gettin: Photobucket yup thats right The T-mobile G1! I have read many good things about this phone because (i'm kinda a tech geek, i love electronics, and cell phones and things like that) whenever I'm shopping for a new phone I read reviews on them to see if theyre mostly bad or good, I watch videos on them explaining how they work and things like that and I even try to find them in stores and I've played with the G1 at the t-mobile store multiple times and it officially has my vote! I was at walmart the other day with my family lookin in the electronic section(which is my favorite place in walmart) and I noticed that the price for the G1 went down, so for a new 2 year service agreement or upgrade of a new 2 year contract I can get the phone for $98.99 my eyes lit up like a kid whose parents jus gave them a new toy or $20 dollars lol.. I don't have a job right now so making money is one of my main things I'm always lookin for a way to make some, and my mom gave me some the other day so I've been saving lol I'm still about $50 dollars away but I should get that soon, all I need to do is convince my mom to upgrade(because its under her name) but yea I need to convince her to upgrade cuz without her permission they wont do it. She's had her same little nokia phone for almost 5 years because its never had any problems but I think its time for a new one for her too and the guy at the T-mobile store said they can give us both good prices for phones, I'm gettin mine from walmart cuz its the cheapest there but she could get a nice phone too. I hope I can convince her soon because I think I'll have all the money in about 2 weeks and I dont wanna keep waiting because I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT THIS PHONE, I WANT IT MORE THEN I WANTED MY SIDEKICK LIKE 2 YEARS AGO AND I'VE DONE ALL THE RESEARCH I NEED TO ON IT, AND I WANT IT, SO EVEN IF I DONT CONVINCE HER I'LL BE 18 IN 3 MONTHS THEN I CAN JUS GET ON MY OWN SERVICE PLAN LOL BUT I DONT WANNA WAIT THAT LONG I WANT IT BEFORE CHRISTMAS LOL SO I NEED TO KEEP TRYNA CONVINCE AND KEEP FINDING NEW WAYS TO GET PAID!! Photobucket

THIS WILL BE MY PHONE! LOL

Friday, October 2, 2009

Photo Shoot

I was bored one day after skool so decided to take pictures because I was lookin sexy too.. Photobucket

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oh yea and the pictures were bigger then this originally but blogspot wont show the whole picture if its too big so i had to shrink them so yal could see lol

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showin off my body lol
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me loving the wall lol
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funky chicken?
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gettin down lol
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Micah looked like she was in deep thought lol
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caught her off guard again
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Me nd Micah!
bestfriends!

Again