Okay mayne so when I'm bored nd don't feel lyk gettin on the computer I jus search random stuff when I'm on google or whatever nd I don't remember exactly how I came across this blog but wow I have to say I really lyk it, the lady who writes it jus keeps its so real and raw lyk wow, I think if your a fan of peoples own freakiness nd personal stuff then you should so read her blog!
Check it out! vivitri.wordpress.com
Friday, September 25, 2009
OMG!
Okay so sorry I've been away for awhile but its Friday so I'm back! Not much happend this week. Hahaha sike a whole bunch of stuff happend. Ima start with wit monday, awhole lotta boy drama that I'm not even gonna get into because I'm so tired of talking about it. Monday night Ashley called nd we talked for awhile then she asked what I was doing on tuesday and asked what time I got outta school and all that, then I told her nd she was like "you wanna hangout" and I was shocked at first like huh? hows that gonna work nd she told me that she was in queen creek(which is wayyy closer to tempe nd phx then it is to where she lives which is in show-low) so I was like yess ofcoarse I wanna hangout,(keep in mind that I hadn't seen her since august of 2007). So Tuesday at the mall she was in marshalls shopping so I decided to just walk until I got to the store then she called me nd was lyk "why are you walking you shoulda just stayed where you were lol" so I stopped a little past the rain forrest cafe and sat outside one of the baby stores and she called when she was outside rain forrest, I could see her but she couldn't see me and it seemed surreal to see her in person again so when she got close she hung up then walked up and omg I swear I wanted to cry lol it was her, my bestfriend, the one I spent all my days with for the summer before my vacation, the girl I talked to about anything and everything, the one who I stayed up with listening to pretty ricky songs nd talking about random things, the one who left and I didn't hear from her for 2 whole years but this was her it wasn't a dream she was standing in front of me and all I could do was smile, I stood up and gave her a hug and she still looked the same lol nobody has any idea how much I cried after she left she was pretty much the only friend I really trusted at the time, and it was like she just vanished outta thin air so I was sad, and you know how people us that expression "you look like you just lost your bestfriend" somebody said that to me and I couldn't help but cry because I did.
-Back to the reunion. We started walking back to where her mom cousin and niece were, and I had never met her mom before but I'd heard such bad things about her so I was a little nervous about meeting her but she was nice from what I saw. Her cousin was cool and paid for me to go to the movies, we went to see "Jennifer's Body" I actually liked the movie, at first I was lost as to why Jennifer was the way she was until they explained it then I was like ohhhh okay I get it lol. The movie was good I won't say too much about it just incase someone reading wants to go see it for themselves so yea lol. I think Ashley was kinda weirded out by how I was looking at her, because I was staring at her, not glancing or just looking I was staring and I'd hit her arm, or pinch her or punch her to make sure it was real lol and it was. I've had plenty of bestfriends since I've been in high school but I have to say Ashley is the 1st one because we became friends out freshman year. Our night didn't end as well as we wanted it to but she know's I love her and I want to stay her friend I just don't like to argue and that's why sometimes I don't talk when I'm mad, sometimes I tend to bottle things up and that's not so good because when I explode its not a pretty sight but I'm working on it lol. She's back in my life and I'm soooooooooooooooooo happy! but I do have to say this one thing because she's not my only bestfriend she's my longest but not my only. Just because Ashley's back in my life I don't want people to think that I'm just gonna push them outta the picture because that won't happen unless your just somebody I decide to cut out lol. I love my bestfriend like family and these are the ones who are gonna be my "best friends forever" lol and those 2 girls are Ashley More and Micah Guajardo, now they might not be friends with each other but they're both my bestfriend and I love them! I Love you guys! I forgot my camera when I hungout with Ashley so we didn't get to take pictures :( but here's one we took in freshman english lol old pic but I love it lol
Its funny how much we all change as time goes by. I'm way more mature and less emotional then I was 2 years ago when I was 15. When it comes to people leaving outta my life I still feel sad if it was unexpected but if I cut them out then I don't feel sad lol. I always wanted to have a group of bestfriends like on "girlfriends" or "sex and the city" I have 2 bestfriend but number 1 they both live super far from tempe both live 5 hours away in 2 different directions. I just wish I could go visit Micah in bullhead for a week cause I miss her lol. And I wish I could go to showlow and visit Ashley for a whole week because they live so far and I miss having someone to hangout with :( my life is boring lol but when they move back down hopefully I'll feel better lol I love you guys again!
-Back to the reunion. We started walking back to where her mom cousin and niece were, and I had never met her mom before but I'd heard such bad things about her so I was a little nervous about meeting her but she was nice from what I saw. Her cousin was cool and paid for me to go to the movies, we went to see "Jennifer's Body" I actually liked the movie, at first I was lost as to why Jennifer was the way she was until they explained it then I was like ohhhh okay I get it lol. The movie was good I won't say too much about it just incase someone reading wants to go see it for themselves so yea lol. I think Ashley was kinda weirded out by how I was looking at her, because I was staring at her, not glancing or just looking I was staring and I'd hit her arm, or pinch her or punch her to make sure it was real lol and it was. I've had plenty of bestfriends since I've been in high school but I have to say Ashley is the 1st one because we became friends out freshman year. Our night didn't end as well as we wanted it to but she know's I love her and I want to stay her friend I just don't like to argue and that's why sometimes I don't talk when I'm mad, sometimes I tend to bottle things up and that's not so good because when I explode its not a pretty sight but I'm working on it lol. She's back in my life and I'm soooooooooooooooooo happy! but I do have to say this one thing because she's not my only bestfriend she's my longest but not my only. Just because Ashley's back in my life I don't want people to think that I'm just gonna push them outta the picture because that won't happen unless your just somebody I decide to cut out lol. I love my bestfriend like family and these are the ones who are gonna be my "best friends forever" lol and those 2 girls are Ashley More and Micah Guajardo, now they might not be friends with each other but they're both my bestfriend and I love them! I Love you guys! I forgot my camera when I hungout with Ashley so we didn't get to take pictures :( but here's one we took in freshman english lol old pic but I love it lol
Its funny how much we all change as time goes by. I'm way more mature and less emotional then I was 2 years ago when I was 15. When it comes to people leaving outta my life I still feel sad if it was unexpected but if I cut them out then I don't feel sad lol. I always wanted to have a group of bestfriends like on "girlfriends" or "sex and the city" I have 2 bestfriend but number 1 they both live super far from tempe both live 5 hours away in 2 different directions. I just wish I could go visit Micah in bullhead for a week cause I miss her lol. And I wish I could go to showlow and visit Ashley for a whole week because they live so far and I miss having someone to hangout with :( my life is boring lol but when they move back down hopefully I'll feel better lol I love you guys again!
Friday, September 11, 2009
1 Week of Summer Fun with Micah!
Okay so I wrote this along time ago but I finally decided to put it on here. The reason why I became a text-a-holic was because of Micah. Our summer's were okay but not all that so when we got to spend awhole week jus hanging out it was sooo much fun. Day number 1 at the mall, sitting by the ice cream place talking about random things, walking around, running into john, walking around somemore, sitting and talking, getting ice cream sitting more, gettin strawberry limonade, seeing john again sitting more then leaving, waiting at the bus stop, gettin on the bus, riding on the bus, gettin off the bus, walking to the park, sitting in the hot talking to kaycee while her friends act weird by not sayin anything, blah blah boring sit at the park in the hot lol, leaving there, walking to my house, finally there ugh it was hot, sittin in the hot house, my feet were hurting so I didn't really wanna walk, went to look outside and AAAAAHHHHHH the ice cream truck broke down infront of my house yay! lol i go outside and buy two bullets come back inside soak my feet because i got blisters from walking around all day in vans not sucha good idea. Watching daisy of love talking about it, watching random music videos mostly micheal jackson ones because he had died like the day before, gun fight with my lil brother Micah almost got shot lol, watchin secret life, eating hotpockets, chillin watching runs house, talking girl talk in my room, more talk and more, finally layin down to try and watch "the lake house" that didn't work out too long because we went to sleep. it was hard to sleep because number 1 you have a whole other body laying not even 2 inches from you then my room is jus naturally hot so it was roastin pluse i had mr. brown bear in the bed with us and idk when but he ended up on the couch when we woke up lol.
Day #2 wake up at 10am call mom and tell her were going swimming at kaycee's house. leave like 11am walk from my house to the mall, then throught the mall and out the mall and to joels house, sit there 4 lyk 20 mins while Micah gets her swimming suit, then to Quicktrip get something to drink,then off to the bus stop to sit for what seemed like forever lol in the heat, then the bus came and we rode it for what also seemed like forever lol then off the bus and walk sooooo long it seemed like the longest walk i've ever taken lol, finally get there and who's there with kaycee? some weird guys smokin weed with her ugh so they came in the room and blocked all the air then me nd Micah decided to go to the living room n lay in there and while we were gone they tried to jack me but they did jack Micah's 20 dollars smart us for leaving our purses in a room full of weed smokin guys who i didnt kno, it wasnt smart but it happend :/ you live you learn lol. After all that we actually did go swimming which was okay it wasnt all that but better then stayin at home all day. After swimming we went back to kaycee's house, and chilled and talked while they ate and i just sat there lol, got dressed me nd Micah left and went back to the mall again lol chilled talked walked around, i dnt remember if we saw john again lol then left she went back to her aunts house and i went home.
Day#3
Micah's 17th b-day. I got up and chilled until like 2pm then I was off to the mall again to meet micah, when I got there she was with her other friend Kitara we walked her to the bus stop and sat with her until she left.
Went back in the mall walked around, sat and talked and did that for some hours saw john she hugged him then we left i walked her halfway to her aunts house then said bye.
Day#4
off to the mall again lol we spent pretty much the whole week at the mall, anywho so we sat and talked, chilled and walked, saw john a few times lol then saw her most recent ex, went on a mission to find him because she saw him and i didnt lol, so we found him in the food court after walking around the whole mall lol and he saw her didnt say anything and left wow pretty awkward right? you'd think but not really lol, she started feeling like pissed off so we left the mall and went to her aunts house and sat around for like a hour or 2 i was gettin kinda sleepy cuz i was soo comfortable lol, her dad came back to her aunts house gave her money and drove us back to the mall we bout movie tickets and walked around until it was time to go get seats, saw john a few times, then actually stopped and talked to him and since i respect the bestfriend code i wont tell you what happend next i'll just say that they kinda rekindled there love from that little "talk" they had while my back was turned lol. so mm then we went to the movie and watched "up" and it was sucha cute movie we had funn, we thought this was gonna be our last day of hangin out because she was supposed to go home the next day, so they dropped me off at home and we hugged bye.
Day#5
the plan was that they were leaving in the late afternoon like 4 or 5 so we wanted to hangout before that. i went over her aunts house and we just sat around nd talked some but after like a hour nd a half i had to leave cuz i had to go to this interview, so we went to quicktrip got drinks then i went to the mall to wait at the bus stop, by the time i got home i was already about to be late gettin to my interview so ofcoarse my mom was yelling at me, but i ended up gettin there lyk 1 minute b4 i was late, so i was there 4 like a hour then i went back home and chilled, thennn, i found out that Micah wasnt leaving as early as I thought so she asked her dad to take us to tempe market place, so they came nd picked me up, nd we went, walked around then sat for awhile, and then it started raining, not soo good of a thing for a outside mall lol so we went to this pizza place and ate, after that, we walked around alil more then before we left we took pictures not all of them came out so well but i didnt care because it was us on the last few minutes of our week of funn. here are those pictures
this one was shiney lol i had to edit out the fat guy behind her tho lol 
this one is both of us the light was superr bright
lol micah again outside
ugh my face looks crazy in this pic lol but it was funn. so after taking pics her dad called nd he was outside ready to pick us up nd they took me home, this time me nd micah actually needed to hug goodbye lol cuz she was going back home tomorrow. This had to be the most funn week of my summer. and right after it is when i discovered that she was my best friend! I love you Micah
Day #2 wake up at 10am call mom and tell her were going swimming at kaycee's house. leave like 11am walk from my house to the mall, then throught the mall and out the mall and to joels house, sit there 4 lyk 20 mins while Micah gets her swimming suit, then to Quicktrip get something to drink,then off to the bus stop to sit for what seemed like forever lol in the heat, then the bus came and we rode it for what also seemed like forever lol then off the bus and walk sooooo long it seemed like the longest walk i've ever taken lol, finally get there and who's there with kaycee? some weird guys smokin weed with her ugh so they came in the room and blocked all the air then me nd Micah decided to go to the living room n lay in there and while we were gone they tried to jack me but they did jack Micah's 20 dollars smart us for leaving our purses in a room full of weed smokin guys who i didnt kno, it wasnt smart but it happend :/ you live you learn lol. After all that we actually did go swimming which was okay it wasnt all that but better then stayin at home all day. After swimming we went back to kaycee's house, and chilled and talked while they ate and i just sat there lol, got dressed me nd Micah left and went back to the mall again lol chilled talked walked around, i dnt remember if we saw john again lol then left she went back to her aunts house and i went home.
Day#3
Micah's 17th b-day. I got up and chilled until like 2pm then I was off to the mall again to meet micah, when I got there she was with her other friend Kitara we walked her to the bus stop and sat with her until she left.
Went back in the mall walked around, sat and talked and did that for some hours saw john she hugged him then we left i walked her halfway to her aunts house then said bye.
Day#4
off to the mall again lol we spent pretty much the whole week at the mall, anywho so we sat and talked, chilled and walked, saw john a few times lol then saw her most recent ex, went on a mission to find him because she saw him and i didnt lol, so we found him in the food court after walking around the whole mall lol and he saw her didnt say anything and left wow pretty awkward right? you'd think but not really lol, she started feeling like pissed off so we left the mall and went to her aunts house and sat around for like a hour or 2 i was gettin kinda sleepy cuz i was soo comfortable lol, her dad came back to her aunts house gave her money and drove us back to the mall we bout movie tickets and walked around until it was time to go get seats, saw john a few times, then actually stopped and talked to him and since i respect the bestfriend code i wont tell you what happend next i'll just say that they kinda rekindled there love from that little "talk" they had while my back was turned lol. so mm then we went to the movie and watched "up" and it was sucha cute movie we had funn, we thought this was gonna be our last day of hangin out because she was supposed to go home the next day, so they dropped me off at home and we hugged bye.
Day#5
the plan was that they were leaving in the late afternoon like 4 or 5 so we wanted to hangout before that. i went over her aunts house and we just sat around nd talked some but after like a hour nd a half i had to leave cuz i had to go to this interview, so we went to quicktrip got drinks then i went to the mall to wait at the bus stop, by the time i got home i was already about to be late gettin to my interview so ofcoarse my mom was yelling at me, but i ended up gettin there lyk 1 minute b4 i was late, so i was there 4 like a hour then i went back home and chilled, thennn, i found out that Micah wasnt leaving as early as I thought so she asked her dad to take us to tempe market place, so they came nd picked me up, nd we went, walked around then sat for awhile, and then it started raining, not soo good of a thing for a outside mall lol so we went to this pizza place and ate, after that, we walked around alil more then before we left we took pictures not all of them came out so well but i didnt care because it was us on the last few minutes of our week of funn. here are those pictures
this one was shiney lol i had to edit out the fat guy behind her tho lol 
this one is both of us the light was superr bright 
lol micah again outside
ugh my face looks crazy in this pic lol but it was funn. so after taking pics her dad called nd he was outside ready to pick us up nd they took me home, this time me nd micah actually needed to hug goodbye lol cuz she was going back home tomorrow. This had to be the most funn week of my summer. and right after it is when i discovered that she was my best friend! I love you Micah
Haha wow! Shit that irratates the life outta me
So lyk I'd say about 5 times a week I'll get a bunch of friend requests from wanna be celebrities on myspace, they have there music put up on the page nd keep sending me comments talking about check out my music, nd most of the time I just ignore it cause its annoying the only time I listen to the music on wanna be celeb's pages is if they're my friends in real life like my nigga DayDay nd my home boy Elias aka tunelocc they music I can bump to cuz its good nd I kno them.. But other people that jus have thousands of friends who add me just to up there numbers bothers the fuck outta me, so I deny most of them or if I added them already I'll jus go back n delete them. So ima delete the last few wanna be's off of my friendslist its not lyk they're gonna care or even notice so who gives a fuck, haha I had 380 something friends when I got on earlier and now I have 340 I thnk, I deleted 40 whole people from myspace because they were wack lol.
Another thing that bothers me, lyk this guy who blogs talks about black people need to stop puttin race into everything or we can't move forward as a people but his ass talks about girls of races nd jus b sayin some ignorant shit, he said he won't date a dark skinned skinny girl because he'll think of it like dating a ethiopian or african nd I'm not dark skinned as you prolly kno I'm like a medium brown but I dnt like when black guys or guys who are mixed with black descriminate on full black people, I personally like all shades of black because I have all different shades of black in my family, I'm brown my older sister is my momma nd my brother but my lil sister is dark skinned nd she is beautiful there is nothing wrong with dark skinned people dammit they just darker then us like wtf. He said he'll date a light skinned girl over a dark skinned girl anyday nd I'm lyk okay whatever that's your preference but when he said something bout thinkn darker people make him think of africans that pissed me off like you cnt descriminate cause your not the cutest person in the world he's okay lookin but I dnt like the shape of his face or how is eyes look trust me he aint all that. Guys these days are just wack nd asswholes not "jerks" but asswholes nd they open about it lyk yea so what.
Nigga Fuck You Your Blog Suckss Ass!This dude said I'm a sad blogger because I talk about my feelings nd I'm like shut the fuck up nigga you write lil dumb ass poems that make no sense you don't proof read or correct spelling jus posting bullshit lol. People need to jump off they high horses for I push that bitch over lmao.. I just absolutly don't like nigga's who claim to be so humble nd not cocky but you act like your too good to leave love on peoples pages, you spend all your time in front of a computer talkin to yourself in front of a camera about dumbshit like seriously nobody cares. The reason why I blog is to express my feelings nd sometimes bad days nd sad stuff is apart of life and this is what I do to get it off my chest don't call me no winer cause I talk about how I feel, you a scary bitch cause you don't express yours. Haha anywho!
I was watching the new season of tyra the other day people judging others was pretty much the topic and this darkskinned guy had the nerve to call another darkskinned guy a roach I was like somebody need to beat his ass.
and this is when she kissed bow wow on the 1st episode of season 5
Another thing: Guys who fuck any girl with a vagina because she opens her legs to you is fuckin nasty, its like ew wtf you dnt kno if she got something or if she dirty, its like these days people (especially teens) they don't value sex, like think about it, teen pregnancy is so high right now I know 4 girls that had babies this year n I went 2 skoo wit 3 of them, nd they're all 16-17 years old, its so popular that mtv made the show "16 and pregnant" lyk that's how you kno its becoming so common to get pregnant young. People should value sex more then they do, everybody just wants to get off now now now, guys just want somebody to stick their dick in nd girls jus wanna feel something inside them nd its like you wanna feel good okay but at what cost? Your life? Somebody elses life? Like gettin pregnant or gettin a STD? I'm sorry I don't wanna feel good that bad like seriously I can wait. I kno some people are gonna think like I don't understand cause ima virgin but you can wait too you don't have to run around fuckin everybody because you get horny. I just think that the value of sex should be put higher then it is, ppl jus think about gettin off. I'm startin to feel like I'm the only person who value's my virginity and wants to have a special first time. Teens who are in relationships and having sex okay whatever that's on you but, if you don't wanna have kids right now then you better make sure to wrap it up or birth control or something just be safe cause I hate when people do dumb stuff then they cryin like "omg I'm pregnant nd I'm only 16" it makes me wanna say shut yo ass up cryin, because you knew the risk you were taking when you laid dwn with that boy and he wasn't wearing a condom, cause girls kill me when they say "he told me he was gonna pull out" like wtf that's not 100% effective nothing is but a condom or birth control is more effective then him pullin out.**The debate of abortion: I believe that the woman should have the right to choose whether she wants to have a baby or not because its her body that the baby will be growing in. I believe that Abortion should stay legalized because I believe women have the right to choose. I personally will not get an Abortion because I don't think I can do that, I love children and I want children in the distant future after I achieve most of my life goals, and getting pregnant now would mess up my life plans and I can't have that, I need the next 10 years to be without children and learn to take care of myself before I become responsible for another persons life. So with that said I'm not putting myself in any situations where I could possibly get pregnant hell no because its not in my life plans, I kno life plans don't always work out and I don't have all my plans completely written out or even thought out but I kno that having a baby while I'm 17,18,19,20,21,22,23,24 or any of that isn't in my plans. So I've decided to get on birth control myself because we all know that anything can happen no matter how much we talk about stayin virgins or whatever anything can happen so I'm tryna do it jus incase.
this wont be me any time soon!
Its like nobody uses their minds anymore, somewhere between when we were 15 and now(I'm 17) some of the people I know just don't think anymore, they follow the crowd if the crowds wearing purple shirts nd purple vans they lyk "I'm wearing a purple shirt with purple vans" its like the mind set that they're in, but for me if the crowds wearing purple shirts and purple vans ima wear a red shirt with some jordans or something lol. I jus wanna b different and if something of me is like them I'll try to make it my own some kinda way, I'm not one for blending. Just like now everybodies wearing mixed matching neon colored skinny jeans nd all that, for me I make my stuff match its a must, and I try not to dress like others but its hard when everybodys wearing the cute stuff because its in style right now, me nd micah tlkd about this lastnight, like people are wearing plaid like a lot of plaid everybody has something plaid n all different colors and as long as my whole school is wearing plaid I will NOT purchase a piece of plaid clothing but once it dies down then I'll get into it more because I actually like it but it makes me like it less when the world has it on.
i rock these skinny jeans with ma "air speed" shoes not name brand but look hott on my feet you feel me?
Another thing that bothers me, lyk this guy who blogs talks about black people need to stop puttin race into everything or we can't move forward as a people but his ass talks about girls of races nd jus b sayin some ignorant shit, he said he won't date a dark skinned skinny girl because he'll think of it like dating a ethiopian or african nd I'm not dark skinned as you prolly kno I'm like a medium brown but I dnt like when black guys or guys who are mixed with black descriminate on full black people, I personally like all shades of black because I have all different shades of black in my family, I'm brown my older sister is my momma nd my brother but my lil sister is dark skinned nd she is beautiful there is nothing wrong with dark skinned people dammit they just darker then us like wtf. He said he'll date a light skinned girl over a dark skinned girl anyday nd I'm lyk okay whatever that's your preference but when he said something bout thinkn darker people make him think of africans that pissed me off like you cnt descriminate cause your not the cutest person in the world he's okay lookin but I dnt like the shape of his face or how is eyes look trust me he aint all that. Guys these days are just wack nd asswholes not "jerks" but asswholes nd they open about it lyk yea so what.
Nigga Fuck You Your Blog Suckss Ass!This dude said I'm a sad blogger because I talk about my feelings nd I'm like shut the fuck up nigga you write lil dumb ass poems that make no sense you don't proof read or correct spelling jus posting bullshit lol. People need to jump off they high horses for I push that bitch over lmao.. I just absolutly don't like nigga's who claim to be so humble nd not cocky but you act like your too good to leave love on peoples pages, you spend all your time in front of a computer talkin to yourself in front of a camera about dumbshit like seriously nobody cares. The reason why I blog is to express my feelings nd sometimes bad days nd sad stuff is apart of life and this is what I do to get it off my chest don't call me no winer cause I talk about how I feel, you a scary bitch cause you don't express yours. Haha anywho!
I was watching the new season of tyra the other day people judging others was pretty much the topic and this darkskinned guy had the nerve to call another darkskinned guy a roach I was like somebody need to beat his ass.
and this is when she kissed bow wow on the 1st episode of season 5
Another thing: Guys who fuck any girl with a vagina because she opens her legs to you is fuckin nasty, its like ew wtf you dnt kno if she got something or if she dirty, its like these days people (especially teens) they don't value sex, like think about it, teen pregnancy is so high right now I know 4 girls that had babies this year n I went 2 skoo wit 3 of them, nd they're all 16-17 years old, its so popular that mtv made the show "16 and pregnant" lyk that's how you kno its becoming so common to get pregnant young. People should value sex more then they do, everybody just wants to get off now now now, guys just want somebody to stick their dick in nd girls jus wanna feel something inside them nd its like you wanna feel good okay but at what cost? Your life? Somebody elses life? Like gettin pregnant or gettin a STD? I'm sorry I don't wanna feel good that bad like seriously I can wait. I kno some people are gonna think like I don't understand cause ima virgin but you can wait too you don't have to run around fuckin everybody because you get horny. I just think that the value of sex should be put higher then it is, ppl jus think about gettin off. I'm startin to feel like I'm the only person who value's my virginity and wants to have a special first time. Teens who are in relationships and having sex okay whatever that's on you but, if you don't wanna have kids right now then you better make sure to wrap it up or birth control or something just be safe cause I hate when people do dumb stuff then they cryin like "omg I'm pregnant nd I'm only 16" it makes me wanna say shut yo ass up cryin, because you knew the risk you were taking when you laid dwn with that boy and he wasn't wearing a condom, cause girls kill me when they say "he told me he was gonna pull out" like wtf that's not 100% effective nothing is but a condom or birth control is more effective then him pullin out.**The debate of abortion: I believe that the woman should have the right to choose whether she wants to have a baby or not because its her body that the baby will be growing in. I believe that Abortion should stay legalized because I believe women have the right to choose. I personally will not get an Abortion because I don't think I can do that, I love children and I want children in the distant future after I achieve most of my life goals, and getting pregnant now would mess up my life plans and I can't have that, I need the next 10 years to be without children and learn to take care of myself before I become responsible for another persons life. So with that said I'm not putting myself in any situations where I could possibly get pregnant hell no because its not in my life plans, I kno life plans don't always work out and I don't have all my plans completely written out or even thought out but I kno that having a baby while I'm 17,18,19,20,21,22,23,24 or any of that isn't in my plans. So I've decided to get on birth control myself because we all know that anything can happen no matter how much we talk about stayin virgins or whatever anything can happen so I'm tryna do it jus incase.
this wont be me any time soon!Its like nobody uses their minds anymore, somewhere between when we were 15 and now(I'm 17) some of the people I know just don't think anymore, they follow the crowd if the crowds wearing purple shirts nd purple vans they lyk "I'm wearing a purple shirt with purple vans" its like the mind set that they're in, but for me if the crowds wearing purple shirts and purple vans ima wear a red shirt with some jordans or something lol. I jus wanna b different and if something of me is like them I'll try to make it my own some kinda way, I'm not one for blending. Just like now everybodies wearing mixed matching neon colored skinny jeans nd all that, for me I make my stuff match its a must, and I try not to dress like others but its hard when everybodys wearing the cute stuff because its in style right now, me nd micah tlkd about this lastnight, like people are wearing plaid like a lot of plaid everybody has something plaid n all different colors and as long as my whole school is wearing plaid I will NOT purchase a piece of plaid clothing but once it dies down then I'll get into it more because I actually like it but it makes me like it less when the world has it on.
i rock these skinny jeans with ma "air speed" shoes not name brand but look hott on my feet you feel me?
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