To my Babe<3

These feelings that I feel seem to be getting stronger

So strong I don't kno if I can hold them any longer

My heart aches with the thought of no more us

With a hug and a kiss I give you my trust

I let down my brick wall to let you in

and with the way I've been hurt in the past
I'm not sure if i should again

But the way I light up when you call

Just shows me that you'll be there to pick me up if I fall

I haven't shared with you all the feelings of my past

Because I have fear that if I do this relationship won't last

A kiss from you is like a sign from up above

A sign that I should stop being scared and just give you all my love

But I can't

Not yet

Because I need you to see that I'm not like every other girl you've known

I need you to see that I'm worth waiting for

And with waiting it just shows how fast your feelings for me will have grown

Don't worry because I promise no matter where you are

no matter how far

I'll be there

To show you the way when your lost

To help take care of you no matter how much it costs

I got your back

Just like you got mine

And I'm not sayin right now

But later on in life I promise to love you

in and out

in and out

in and out of time!

- Chauntill aka Tilly Babii

I am

I am Chauntill
Last name Porter
Second of four children
Unique in my own way
I am undefined
I am uncommon
I am underestimated
I am Shooting star shining through the night sky
When I shoot across the sky I feel so high
My past is distraught
My eyes filled with the tears
From witnessing years
Of abuse
Both physical and emotional
But I am strong
And leading the path I do now
I can't go wrong
My life WAS like a thriller movie
You could always guess what would happen next
But I've evolved like monkey into man
Now my days are
Random, spontaneous, unplanned
My life is like a box of chocolates
I never know what I'm gonna get
I'm like the Sun I will shine so bright
It will hurt your eyes to look at me
Who I've become is who I want to be
I am unique
I am unknown
I am ME!